Decisions decisions.

I have exactly 9 days to make up my mind, again. I hate how i have commitment issues with school. As much as i want to go back to school, i don't want to give up again. Yes i know how it's a norm to go to school and not like it but idkw it's just the hardest thing to do. I was so excited for school at first. :c Maybe i rushed into it. I need to stop wasting time. :c As much as my mummy wants to talk to me about it, i refuse to. I hate to tell her i rlly don't know what i want to do. Another school? Another course? :c I use to have so much passion and fire for the things i love. Where did it all go? I use to be able to go to school even when i didn't want to. When there are stuff to be done, i'll pull through even at the very last second. What happenedddddd? I wish i could rewind time and just find out when did it start to go wrong. When did i start choosing the wrong paths and making all the wrong decisions. When did i change. :c I use to like school, to a certain extend. Enough to drag my ass there. 

I love my mum for not being furious at me. It's been 2-3 years already. :c Thanks for giving me options and letting me figure out. 2012 is coming. I need to get my head straight and start the new year afresh. This is such a wordy rant post. But i'm really fucking afraid. In this society, you can't survive without the papers and certs. In need of some real advice now :c Ones that doesn't tell me to just suck it up and continue cause i guess deep in my heart i know, if i went down the same road again, it'll turn out the same. I need to know what i really want. And be sure about it. 

Decisions decisions. If only i could turn back time and be 17 again. Or maybe 12. Hahahha.

IM COMING HOMEEEEE~~

Yayyyy finally coming home tomorrow! SO EXCITEDDDD TO SEE EVERYONEEEE! So excited for mbs with the boy too. omgomgomgomgomgomg hehe. 24hrs from now i'll be flying homeeeee~~~

Last night, we celebrated my grandma's 87th birthday! Superrrrr full dinner! Too much good food recently hahaha. And got to see my cousins! c: And my super duper cute nephew!

Confirm handsome one lor. Somemore he so cute like to pose pose all. 

Had a few awkward moments during dinner but it was all good in the end haha. Actually i rlly have nothing much to say cause all i can think about now is GG HOMEEEE! 

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3 MORE NIGHTS TILL IM HOMEEEE!

OMGOMGOMG FUCKING EXCITED FOR CHRISTMASSSSS! Hehehe. Super contented with shopping yesterday! Got gifts for everyone!!! Quite proud of myself for finding so many gifts in an hour and a half lor. Raided two shopping malls. SUPER SATISFIEDDDD. Hopefully everyone likes their gifts. Really can't wait to go back homeeeee. Especially to the boy! Been missing him a whole lot. c: Super thankful that he makes the effort to take time out to talk to me everyday hehe. Finally a chill day at home today. Still need to do some last minute shopping before i come back hehe.

JUST RLLY CAN'T WAIT TO COME HOME ALR. c:

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5 more days!

Hello hello hellooooo! I've finally posted photos taken from my phone. Excuse the quality hahaha, it looked better on my phone. Absolutely love the weather for the past 2 days but it's getting cold again today. :c WHYWHYWHY. The sun's setting so mehhh, here comes the wind. :c Went shopping the last two days. H&M and some other places around causeway bay. Round 3 on friday! Can't wait to come back, rlly. Missing the boy like crazyyy. Though we talk everyday and all. :c I COULD BE NEXT TO HIM NOW LOR CAUSE HE BOOKED OUT ALR. But nope. :c 5 more days 5 more days! 

Anyway, here's a few photos i took from the rooftop! The view is breathtaking. My photos totally don't do them justice lor. 

NICE RIGHTTT!

Itamae sushi with my aunt! THE SUSHI IS SEXXX. 

Foie Gras Sushi. 

Beef Sashimi. Totally melts in your mouth. Shioookkkk!

Jack Mackerel Sashimi, King Salmon Sashimi, Fatty Tuna Belly Sashimi and Sweet Prawn Sashimi. SEXXXXXX.

This was damn good too! Forgot to take a photo of it when it came hehe. ALL THE FOOD HERE DAMN YUMMY LOR. 

Sadly, singapore only have Itacho Sushi. Guess they're somewhat the same but i still prefer Itamae. 

Can't wait to shop more and come homeeee. SO EXCITEDDDDDD. MBS WHEN IM BACK hehehe. Can't wait to see my love and my loves! c:

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Love you more than you know.

Hi boyf! Hehehe skyping with him now. SO HAPPYYYY!

I LOVE YOU! c:

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HIIIIII FROM HONGKONG!

I'm totally braving the cold to sit outside here just to use my laptop cause i'm using my neighbour's wireless hehe. I can totally hear the waves crashing down on the rocks and it's so windy here. 


And a little fact, I stay in Shek-O, at my grandma's house every year when i come back! 


And for the curious, this is what it looks like from the hiking trail! Nice righttttt? But it's super far from EVERYWHERE. Takes at least a good 20mins or so just to go to the nearest shopping mall/mrt. But nonetheless, I spent the first few years of my life here! The beach is absolutely gorgeous. Super fine sand! Shall go take a walk on the beach before i leave c: 

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Didn't do much today. Unpacked and napped. Hehe. Spent the past few days with the boy c: He even stayed up to send me to the airport with Eug. c: Love him so much hehe. 

Even though i just saw the boy this morning, i missed him alot already. :c This weather confirm damn shiok to cuddle with boyf one lor!!!! 

Staying home tmr too, can finally skype with the boy before he books back into camp! HIII BABY, IF YOU EVER READ MY BLOG, I RLLY MISS YOU ALOT. 

Must.look.forward.to.shopping.days. Till then, i'm a bored girl. 

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You make me feel like the whole world isn't real.

My favourite ice-cream! Not much of a dessert fan and all but this ice-cream brings back a whole lot of memories. c:

Though i've already mentioned this before butttt omgomgomgomg CHRISTMAS IS COMINGGGG! c: Should start making a list of things for the ones i love c: 

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Feel my heartbeat.

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I Love You. c:

Spending my saturday night in bed! (Y) Sicksicksicksicksick. Sucks to be sick. Must be the teppan :c But it was so gooood. So the boy's back in camp cause he has guard duty to do tmr. Sucks to be him rlly. 

This weekend was quite good c: We had a date on our 9th monthsary. Yes i kept count. Don't judge. And that well, one on one dates weren't a very common thing with us for some reason. Kemb meesua and movie at nex! Doesn't seem much to many but i was a happy girl! Caught Breaking Dawn. I can't wait for part 2!!!! So gonna read the book now hehe. It's been sitting on my shelf for faaaar too long! It was a pretty simple night i guess c: Then on friday, the boy played basketball and we had teppan after with the rest! Thank god Eugene was there with me, if not i had to sit at the court and face all the annoying flying insects alone. 

And since it's already passed midnight, in exactly one week, i'll be in hk! Can't really tell if i'm looking forward to it or not but there's always shopping to perk me up.

Was totally feeling sleepy a moment ago, now i'm super awake. WHY. :c 

And i need to get this out of my system. When i watched You're The Apple Of My Eye, can't help to think that ______ was on your mind. Though i know it's not true, or hoping that is not. Hahahahahahahaha. Paranoid max. Normalllll. 

OHOHOHOH I think everyone should watch Victoria Secret Fashion Show 2011. THEY ARE SOGODDAMNHOTTTTTT. Life's unfair.

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Hothothothottttt.

Sigh, i have nothing else to talk or rant about atm. Shall tumblr instead. Hahahahahaha. 

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I seem to have a thing with ending my posts with amazingly yummy looking photo(s) of food. Overly yummy. 

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Love hard when there is love to be had.

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This is too true. 

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GOOD MORNING WORLD! It's 6:18AM right now. My body clock is officially back to normal i'd say. And no, it's not a good thing. :c Had a loooong weekend with my favourite boy! We're suppose to go eat all the food i've been wanting to but mehhhh no time. Tried once but it was a very fail night. Highlight of this weekend wassss, we caught You're the Apple Of My Eye. Really really good show. Very sad and furthermore, IT'S A TRUE STORY. Andddd there was Eileen's dance performance on Saturday at SCGS. She looked amazingggggg and the final ballet performance was goooooood! c: Two nights in a row the boy mahjong-ed! And well that pretty much sums up the weekend.


All fingers crossed! I hope he gets to change the off days to the ones he planned to get initially!!! If not we can't spend anytime tgt cause his off days all falls on the week that i'm awayyyy. WTF RIGHTTT. :c 


ANDDD CHRISTMAS IS COMINGGGG. (Y)(Y)(Y)(Y) Love this holiday! All the pretty lights and happy people c: I should start thinking about christmas presents! Super super superrrr excited! Hehehe. 


And also 2011 is coming to an end. It's been a relatively good year in most ways i must say. 2012 please be even better! I have sooooo many new year's resolution this time round. Shall blog about it when i've written them out hehe.


Anyway, the boy was damn sweet. Cause we're talking about driving and i've alr taken my btt and ftt since like March and have yet to start on the lessons. Yes, i'm that lazy hehe. He say if by the time he ORDs and I'm taking lessons and needs company, he would go with me. And by go with me means that he'll go get his bike license so we can have lessons at the same time hehe. May be nothing to you guys but i was damn happy when i heard it hehe. 


Here are some pretty and happy photos off tumblr! c:

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And to end it off with a photo of my favourite fruit! c:

LOOKS DAMN GOOD RIGHT!

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Awkward.

Been feeling rather awkward today and for no apparent reason that is. Maybe cause i'm sick. Mehhh. Gonna drag myself out of bed later to see a doctor. Haven't been able to keep food inside me for long recently. Have to get this problem sorted out so when the boy books out tomorrow, we can feast hehehe. 


Got my weekly dosage of Gossip Girl. c: My shows are going on hiatus. Sighhhh. And my hard disk is giving me problems. I totally wouldn't mind re-watching past seasons and shows. 


Hong Kong in less than a month! Well, it's same old same old every year. Hopefully this year i'll have time and go on shopping sprees with the cousins! Christmas is coming and i'm pretty excited. Exactly a year ago this time of the month, i met the most amazing person everrrr. And he made my christmas magical. Can't believe a whole year flew by. Time is passing by too quickly. I remember when i was young i would wish that the days will pass by quicker but now, it's passing by wayyyyy too fast!


Anywayyyy, this is totally random buttt if you're hungry in the middle of the night and want to eat something cooked, you should totally try cooking mushrooms. Not the can or shitake mushrooms but those button mushrooms or portobello ones! All you need is to cut them into quarters or whatever size you like, heat the pan with butter, but the mushrooms in and add salt and pepper! It's DAMN GOOOOOD! c: 

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It'll always be easier said than done.

October was a very, messy month i'd say. Fight after fight, and it seems to be happening to a lot of people around me. Yes, when you're in a relationship, quarrels are inevitable and some might even say necessary. Though many might not realize this but quarrels (that ends well i suppose) gives you the spark you need in the relationship. It makes it less boring i guess. Obviously quarreling 24/7 is just unhealthy but everything in moderation right? I personally feel that if the issue is not worth quarreling about or shouldn't even be deemed as an issue in the very first place, then obviously, it's stupid to start a fight. Every couple quarrels in the same way more or less. Other than the content, it's really almost the same thing? 


I hate quarreling be it with my boyfriend, with my friends, whoever. Sometimes i feel that being positive is key. Yes even when you're quarreling. By having the thought that everything is going to be alright will just make things that much better for both parties. Then again, nothing ever goes as planned. Emotions always brings out the worst in us. If only we could switch off our emotions for just that moment and we could see the problem purely as the problem is. But emotions make us human. I believe that positivity brings out the best in us. Make the best out of a possibly ugly situation too. Positivity makes you a happier person. Just a little advice, be positive and stay positive, makes life a whole lot better. 


I.Must.Be.Positive. (Y) 


Insomnia's got the best of me. :c Waking up nonstop every hour or two. The boy cooked Portobello Aglio Olio c: though it was overly peppery, i'm still a very satisfied girl! Sports day @ Nich's place was quite a failure. Had a mini table-tennis session, squash and swimming. And i did none. Hahahahahaha. Period came just in time. LOL. Swee choon for dinner. We ordered like 32 items? There was 6 of us. Crazy right. Caught 11-11-11 after. It was not bad. Overly satanic i'd say. Totally changed the "11:11 make a wish" image. And now i'm back at the boy's place! He's happily sleeping. Trying to tire myself out so that i can get at least one good night sleep with him around. 

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Yayyy i'm finally tired. Hahaha, this is such a random post.

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Bored and awake. This happens to me wayyyyyy too often. So yesterday, met up with my babyg, xh and darren for dinner at this super yummeh ramen place at orchard plaza. Gonna bring rock there to try it next time (Y)

Looking at food tumblr pages now makes me feel like cooking. But then again, too lazy. Life is too boring atm. Sometimes i really wish i can sleep forever and ever. 

Mehhhh, today's friday and the boy will be out tomorrow. Maybe he'll be able to cheer me up a little more. Tskkkk this is such a pointless post. :c

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The first date, the first kiss.

I love blogging randomly. (Y) I had THE roughest week and we survived. Yes we. Everything that could go wrong, went wrong. Everything that i wish never happen, happened. But it's all part of being in a relationship, all part of being committed to each other. Tumblr-ing positive thoughts. c: 

Haven't been doing much with the boy recently. Accompanied him to CGH and polyclinic the last few days. But it was nevertheless, a fruitful weekend. I had Sweechoon, City Plaza Meehunkuey, Kemb meesua and fishsoup (not the one i love but it was not too bad c:) SHIOKZZZ. Am already feeling sleepy nowwww. Mehhh. 

Anyway, hi love, if you everrrrr chance upon my blog, i love you! Even though we're going through a really rough patch now i'm glad that you'll still wake up every morning telling me that you love me. I'm not perfect and though we're not perfect together, i love waking up to you in the morning. I love all the small small things you'd do for me. And how even though you'd make a big fuss about my cravings, you'd still bring me to eat if i rlly wanted to. I appreciate every little small thing you'd do for me. I hope our rough patch ends soon. :c Rlly miss those lazy happy days with you. :c ♥

I'm right back at the first date

And the first kiss

That couldn't wait

'Cause every moment meant so much

I couldn't let it pass

I'm right back where I first stood

When I first knew

That I would, always love you

And you know

I've never looked back

And every time I try to tell you how I feel

I feel like that

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Hello again.

Hello blog, it's been awhile. Didn't really feel like blogging for the past say 3 months? Life has been, well the usual. Ups and downs. Kind of wish time could just take a moment and just pause. I could really use a proper breather right now. I wish i could maybe rewind time. Then again, i know it's never going to happen. Just need to find an alternative solution now now now. Things were going so well. 


Don't feel like thinking about life at the moment. Looking forward to tomorrow's dinner or later tonight actually. KOREAN TEPPAN! Had one on Huichin's birthday and it was SUPER YUMMY. Gonna try a different outlet! Can't waittttt. Can't wait for the boy to call me later :c haven't talked to him in almost 24hrs cause he had to go for some shooting. 


I wish i could lie in my bed foreverrrr. Or at least till my problems disappear. 

Mehhhhhh.

Slept the day away, literally. :c Only woke up to talk to the boy when he called. (Y) It's about 3am and i'm wide awake. This sucks. Can't wait for my babykinz to come back tomorrow night!!!!! c: Downloaded a gazillion vids to watch andddd now i'm waiting for evening to come so i can download new episodes. My life is sad. Tragic even. New shows i'm currently watching, Switched at Birth, Love Hurts, The Nine Lives of Chloe King. And oh oh Drop Dead Diva is back and so is Keeping up with the Kardashians. And of course, Pretty Little Liars! c: Hopefully this will make some of you people's life less uneventful than mine is! 


By the way, i can't remember if i mentioned this before but The Lincoln Lawyer is really not a bad show. c: The guy is so smarttttt! Caught Revenge of the bridesmaids which wasn't half bad too! c: 


I'm seriously seriously considering taking up dance classes again now that i've been told of a studio in Tampines hehehe. So close to home!!!! Kind of thinking of taking it on weekdays though. Anyone wants to join me? c: Not much of a contemp/lyrical dance person, but this scene from The Dance Scene was really good, i felt the emotions.

Love the song too, everything just goes together so well. It was beautiful.

And though it may not exactly be mind blowing, but for a 13 year old, i think its amazingggg. Love the choreography! 

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I think they are AMAZINGGGG. Fucking precise. Flawlessss. And they are so young.

Hopefully i would take up the dance class and get my ass out of bed. c: Need to do something productive till school starts!!! Really excited c: And fingers crossed! Hopefully my boy would be able to book out on Friday! I miss you baby c:

Whoop whoop can't wait to see my babyg tmr! Hehehehe.

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Haiiiii it's Monday again.

Monday blues? Well, at least Monday is ending already! The weekend was bitter sweet but more to the sweet side c: The boy was sick therefore had another night with him hehehehe. Caught Green Lantern on Friday, good show!! Blake Lively was damn hotttttt!!! Then we had swee choon for supper hehe. Shiookkkkk! And went to Neverland after. Virgin visit! Very smokey place. Quite alright i guess. And it was mahjong time after. Quite proud of the boy, wasn't sleepy at all! (Y) Stayed home with the boy on Saturday! 


Sunday's Father's Day, had lunch with my parents at Imperial Treasure at town. c: Hehehe my baby was damn sweet, sent me down though he was going to see the doctor at Compasspoint. ♥♥♥♥ Got him Famous Amos cookies went i went back hehehe. And mahjong after that. (Y) Poor boy, falling sicker as he plays. The day ended pretty early, the meds kicked in so he went to sleep early. 


And today, hehe spent the day watching tv. And we feasted on Domino's pizza, cheesy onion rings, drumlets and breadstix. Fucking full i swear but everything was damn yummy! Such a pity they still don't do delivery to Tampines. :c Only can order when i'm at his place. But overall, good day spent hehehe. 


Now i'm homeeee and looking for photos on tumblr to share hehe. 

 Minus the tan part. Pretty much the insecurities of every girl.

 Blessed with a boyfriend who never stop trying. c:

Forever and ever babe.

c:

Been leading an awfully unhealthy lifestyle. 

This looks freaking yummy. I would love me some chicken wings!!!! But i'm stil full from lunch. :c

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