Decisions decisions.

I have exactly 9 days to make up my mind, again. I hate how i have commitment issues with school. As much as i want to go back to school, i don't want to give up again. Yes i know how it's a norm to go to school and not like it but idkw it's just the hardest thing to do. I was so excited for school at first. :c Maybe i rushed into it. I need to stop wasting time. :c As much as my mummy wants to talk to me about it, i refuse to. I hate to tell her i rlly don't know what i want to do. Another school? Another course? :c I use to have so much passion and fire for the things i love. Where did it all go? I use to be able to go to school even when i didn't want to. When there are stuff to be done, i'll pull through even at the very last second. What happenedddddd? I wish i could rewind time and just find out when did it start to go wrong. When did i start choosing the wrong paths and making all the wrong decisions. When did i change. :c I use to like school, to a certain extend. Enough to drag my ass there. 

I love my mum for not being furious at me. It's been 2-3 years already. :c Thanks for giving me options and letting me figure out. 2012 is coming. I need to get my head straight and start the new year afresh. This is such a wordy rant post. But i'm really fucking afraid. In this society, you can't survive without the papers and certs. In need of some real advice now :c Ones that doesn't tell me to just suck it up and continue cause i guess deep in my heart i know, if i went down the same road again, it'll turn out the same. I need to know what i really want. And be sure about it. 

Decisions decisions. If only i could turn back time and be 17 again. Or maybe 12. Hahahha.

IM COMING HOMEEEEE~~

Yayyyy finally coming home tomorrow! SO EXCITEDDDD TO SEE EVERYONEEEE! So excited for mbs with the boy too. omgomgomgomgomgomg hehe. 24hrs from now i'll be flying homeeeee~~~

Last night, we celebrated my grandma's 87th birthday! Superrrrr full dinner! Too much good food recently hahaha. And got to see my cousins! c: And my super duper cute nephew!

Confirm handsome one lor. Somemore he so cute like to pose pose all. 

Had a few awkward moments during dinner but it was all good in the end haha. Actually i rlly have nothing much to say cause all i can think about now is GG HOMEEEE! 

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3 MORE NIGHTS TILL IM HOMEEEE!

OMGOMGOMG FUCKING EXCITED FOR CHRISTMASSSSS! Hehehe. Super contented with shopping yesterday! Got gifts for everyone!!! Quite proud of myself for finding so many gifts in an hour and a half lor. Raided two shopping malls. SUPER SATISFIEDDDD. Hopefully everyone likes their gifts. Really can't wait to go back homeeeee. Especially to the boy! Been missing him a whole lot. c: Super thankful that he makes the effort to take time out to talk to me everyday hehe. Finally a chill day at home today. Still need to do some last minute shopping before i come back hehe.

JUST RLLY CAN'T WAIT TO COME HOME ALR. c:

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5 more days!

Hello hello hellooooo! I've finally posted photos taken from my phone. Excuse the quality hahaha, it looked better on my phone. Absolutely love the weather for the past 2 days but it's getting cold again today. :c WHYWHYWHY. The sun's setting so mehhh, here comes the wind. :c Went shopping the last two days. H&M and some other places around causeway bay. Round 3 on friday! Can't wait to come back, rlly. Missing the boy like crazyyy. Though we talk everyday and all. :c I COULD BE NEXT TO HIM NOW LOR CAUSE HE BOOKED OUT ALR. But nope. :c 5 more days 5 more days! 

Anyway, here's a few photos i took from the rooftop! The view is breathtaking. My photos totally don't do them justice lor. 

NICE RIGHTTT!

Itamae sushi with my aunt! THE SUSHI IS SEXXX. 

Foie Gras Sushi. 

Beef Sashimi. Totally melts in your mouth. Shioookkkk!

Jack Mackerel Sashimi, King Salmon Sashimi, Fatty Tuna Belly Sashimi and Sweet Prawn Sashimi. SEXXXXXX.

This was damn good too! Forgot to take a photo of it when it came hehe. ALL THE FOOD HERE DAMN YUMMY LOR. 

Sadly, singapore only have Itacho Sushi. Guess they're somewhat the same but i still prefer Itamae. 

Can't wait to shop more and come homeeee. SO EXCITEDDDDDD. MBS WHEN IM BACK hehehe. Can't wait to see my love and my loves! c:

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Love you more than you know.

Hi boyf! Hehehe skyping with him now. SO HAPPYYYY!

I LOVE YOU! c:

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HIIIIII FROM HONGKONG!

I'm totally braving the cold to sit outside here just to use my laptop cause i'm using my neighbour's wireless hehe. I can totally hear the waves crashing down on the rocks and it's so windy here. 


And a little fact, I stay in Shek-O, at my grandma's house every year when i come back! 


And for the curious, this is what it looks like from the hiking trail! Nice righttttt? But it's super far from EVERYWHERE. Takes at least a good 20mins or so just to go to the nearest shopping mall/mrt. But nonetheless, I spent the first few years of my life here! The beach is absolutely gorgeous. Super fine sand! Shall go take a walk on the beach before i leave c: 

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Didn't do much today. Unpacked and napped. Hehe. Spent the past few days with the boy c: He even stayed up to send me to the airport with Eug. c: Love him so much hehe. 

Even though i just saw the boy this morning, i missed him alot already. :c This weather confirm damn shiok to cuddle with boyf one lor!!!! 

Staying home tmr too, can finally skype with the boy before he books back into camp! HIII BABY, IF YOU EVER READ MY BLOG, I RLLY MISS YOU ALOT. 

Must.look.forward.to.shopping.days. Till then, i'm a bored girl. 

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You make me feel like the whole world isn't real.

My favourite ice-cream! Not much of a dessert fan and all but this ice-cream brings back a whole lot of memories. c:

Though i've already mentioned this before butttt omgomgomgomg CHRISTMAS IS COMINGGGG! c: Should start making a list of things for the ones i love c: 

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Feel my heartbeat.

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I Love You. c:

Spending my saturday night in bed! (Y) Sicksicksicksicksick. Sucks to be sick. Must be the teppan :c But it was so gooood. So the boy's back in camp cause he has guard duty to do tmr. Sucks to be him rlly. 

This weekend was quite good c: We had a date on our 9th monthsary. Yes i kept count. Don't judge. And that well, one on one dates weren't a very common thing with us for some reason. Kemb meesua and movie at nex! Doesn't seem much to many but i was a happy girl! Caught Breaking Dawn. I can't wait for part 2!!!! So gonna read the book now hehe. It's been sitting on my shelf for faaaar too long! It was a pretty simple night i guess c: Then on friday, the boy played basketball and we had teppan after with the rest! Thank god Eugene was there with me, if not i had to sit at the court and face all the annoying flying insects alone. 

And since it's already passed midnight, in exactly one week, i'll be in hk! Can't really tell if i'm looking forward to it or not but there's always shopping to perk me up.

Was totally feeling sleepy a moment ago, now i'm super awake. WHY. :c 

And i need to get this out of my system. When i watched You're The Apple Of My Eye, can't help to think that ______ was on your mind. Though i know it's not true, or hoping that is not. Hahahahahahahaha. Paranoid max. Normalllll. 

OHOHOHOH I think everyone should watch Victoria Secret Fashion Show 2011. THEY ARE SOGODDAMNHOTTTTTT. Life's unfair.

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Hothothothottttt.

Sigh, i have nothing else to talk or rant about atm. Shall tumblr instead. Hahahahahaha. 

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I seem to have a thing with ending my posts with amazingly yummy looking photo(s) of food. Overly yummy. 

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Love hard when there is love to be had.

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This is too true. 

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