Angel with a shot gun.

Totally neglected this blog. Superrrrrr excited, CNY is next week and my birthday's the week after! I still have no plans on what to do yet though. Been spending the weekends with the boy, as usual, helped him out for cny shopping hehe. He's all set!! c: And i think i figured out a plan for school. c: 2012 is not bad so far!

Been having this like urge to write/draw/scribble or just make something or COOK. I HAVE NO IDEA WHY. But i always tell myself i'll try later or i'm alr too lazy. Sighhhh, that's my problem. Saw daddy yesterday, gave me a pep talk. Told me that i shld endure and even if it takes more time, it's fine. LOL. Anddddd i saw an iphone 4s in the study room, still in box. And daddy haven't started using it yet and all so could it be for meeeee? HAHAHAHA, i rlly have this gut feeling that it is eh. But i rlly don't like using iphone. Mehhhh, then again, it could be fore someone else.

My usual tumblr spams c:

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2012.

Really wanted to do a end of 2011 post buttttt was too caught up with spending time with the boy hehe. So in short, 2011 was quite awesome c: Consisted of friends who i love so dearly, my boyf, my first time to bkk, and a lot of other things which i can't think of right now. 2012 would be an even better year i hope! c: And hehe about a month more to my birthdayyyyyy!

Spent the last few moments of 2011 and the first few moments of 2012 at MBS with the people i love! Had the best view of the fireworks hehe. Had my first kiss of the year hehe. Really really happy!







And also, Happy 10th baby! Spent our 2nd Christmas together and our 2nd New year together c: I love you! 2 more months till our Anniversary! Can't wait! Even though sometimes you do the stupidest things and don't understand certain things, i still love you with all my heart.

Currently down with a flu, first flu of the year. Confirm is cause i was cold in MBS. :c And the boy is back in camp. Back to seeing him on weekends only! 5 more months baby and it'll all be over! I have basically been with him throughout his whole NS life. 6 months into army we started going out hehe. 5 more months to goooooo! Can't wait to go on holidays etc together!

And lastlyyyy, things to do in 2012.

Schoolschoolschoolschool, I CAN DO IT.
Holidays with the boy.
Hong Kong with the boy? hehe.
Pack my room.
Get my license, or at least start taking prac.
Better time management.
mehhh and the list goes on....



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Decisions decisions.

I have exactly 9 days to make up my mind, again. I hate how i have commitment issues with school. As much as i want to go back to school, i don't want to give up again. Yes i know how it's a norm to go to school and not like it but idkw it's just the hardest thing to do. I was so excited for school at first. :c Maybe i rushed into it. I need to stop wasting time. :c As much as my mummy wants to talk to me about it, i refuse to. I hate to tell her i rlly don't know what i want to do. Another school? Another course? :c I use to have so much passion and fire for the things i love. Where did it all go? I use to be able to go to school even when i didn't want to. When there are stuff to be done, i'll pull through even at the very last second. What happenedddddd? I wish i could rewind time and just find out when did it start to go wrong. When did i start choosing the wrong paths and making all the wrong decisions. When did i change. :c I use to like school, to a certain extend. Enough to drag my ass there. 

I love my mum for not being furious at me. It's been 2-3 years already. :c Thanks for giving me options and letting me figure out. 2012 is coming. I need to get my head straight and start the new year afresh. This is such a wordy rant post. But i'm really fucking afraid. In this society, you can't survive without the papers and certs. In need of some real advice now :c Ones that doesn't tell me to just suck it up and continue cause i guess deep in my heart i know, if i went down the same road again, it'll turn out the same. I need to know what i really want. And be sure about it. 

Decisions decisions. If only i could turn back time and be 17 again. Or maybe 12. Hahahha.

IM COMING HOMEEEEE~~

Yayyyy finally coming home tomorrow! SO EXCITEDDDD TO SEE EVERYONEEEE! So excited for mbs with the boy too. omgomgomgomgomgomg hehe. 24hrs from now i'll be flying homeeeee~~~

Last night, we celebrated my grandma's 87th birthday! Superrrrr full dinner! Too much good food recently hahaha. And got to see my cousins! c: And my super duper cute nephew!

Confirm handsome one lor. Somemore he so cute like to pose pose all. 

Had a few awkward moments during dinner but it was all good in the end haha. Actually i rlly have nothing much to say cause all i can think about now is GG HOMEEEE! 

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3 MORE NIGHTS TILL IM HOMEEEE!

OMGOMGOMG FUCKING EXCITED FOR CHRISTMASSSSS! Hehehe. Super contented with shopping yesterday! Got gifts for everyone!!! Quite proud of myself for finding so many gifts in an hour and a half lor. Raided two shopping malls. SUPER SATISFIEDDDD. Hopefully everyone likes their gifts. Really can't wait to go back homeeeee. Especially to the boy! Been missing him a whole lot. c: Super thankful that he makes the effort to take time out to talk to me everyday hehe. Finally a chill day at home today. Still need to do some last minute shopping before i come back hehe.

JUST RLLY CAN'T WAIT TO COME HOME ALR. c:

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5 more days!

Hello hello hellooooo! I've finally posted photos taken from my phone. Excuse the quality hahaha, it looked better on my phone. Absolutely love the weather for the past 2 days but it's getting cold again today. :c WHYWHYWHY. The sun's setting so mehhh, here comes the wind. :c Went shopping the last two days. H&M and some other places around causeway bay. Round 3 on friday! Can't wait to come back, rlly. Missing the boy like crazyyy. Though we talk everyday and all. :c I COULD BE NEXT TO HIM NOW LOR CAUSE HE BOOKED OUT ALR. But nope. :c 5 more days 5 more days! 

Anyway, here's a few photos i took from the rooftop! The view is breathtaking. My photos totally don't do them justice lor. 

NICE RIGHTTT!

Itamae sushi with my aunt! THE SUSHI IS SEXXX. 

Foie Gras Sushi. 

Beef Sashimi. Totally melts in your mouth. Shioookkkk!

Jack Mackerel Sashimi, King Salmon Sashimi, Fatty Tuna Belly Sashimi and Sweet Prawn Sashimi. SEXXXXXX.

This was damn good too! Forgot to take a photo of it when it came hehe. ALL THE FOOD HERE DAMN YUMMY LOR. 

Sadly, singapore only have Itacho Sushi. Guess they're somewhat the same but i still prefer Itamae. 

Can't wait to shop more and come homeeee. SO EXCITEDDDDDD. MBS WHEN IM BACK hehehe. Can't wait to see my love and my loves! c:

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Love you more than you know.

Hi boyf! Hehehe skyping with him now. SO HAPPYYYY!

I LOVE YOU! c:

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